Jennifer Chapin - My journal

Jennifer Chapin

The Magic of our Interior World

4/27/2022

I am reading this novel and it is about interior spaces, magic rooms and caverns, libraries and great halls of learning, wonderful ballrooms full of magic, laughter, love and light. There are spaces where you can walk long glorious seashores. And these worlds can only be accessed by those who believe, for they open the doors to great treasures.

The doors can be found anywhere, in parks and gardens, in alleyways covered with litter and graffiti, rarely in churches, and they appear to those whose eyes are meant to see them, a trompe l'oeil invitation to draw closer and to enter.

Some enter, some reach out for the doorknob and then change their minds, some come back the next day to find that the door has been painted over....

By those who don't want the seeker to see the magic and the wonder of a world that you will never find in the flat 3D earth that many have come to accept as their reality.

Those who paint over the doors over are the shadow group in our world.

Those who paint the doors to begin with are the visionaries, the dreamers, those who seeks justice and knowledge. Beauty, peace and harmony.

Because once you enter that door you will never be the same.

The Earth and Sky are communicating to us

4/15/2022

I am staying in a seaside hotel as a respite from the city, and I have spent most of the past two days walking along the ocean, feeling the waves soothe me.

But not just the ocean. I noticed that the sky was also trying to get my attention: resplendent sculptures in gold and white, pink tinged, billowing together and then apart, just magnificent.

The Earth and the sky are communicating with us. By listening, we lift ourselves above our busyness and the largely fractured nature of the 3D world and become attuned to serenity. But we will not hear the message if our attention is constantly being diverted.

God does not speak to us solely through our meditations, our visions and our dreams.

Celebrating my revolution around the sun

4/14/2022

To commemorate this day, the day of my birth, I went out and bought this mandala. A pair of orcas playing under a full moon, all encompassed in an eight-pointed star and surrounded by a circle, the circle of Life.

In these precious days upon the Earth, we are reminded of the utmost importance of the Breath of Life, in and out, in every moment. We have learned over the past 2-3 years that nothing should be taken for granted, because this breath could be taken away from us at any moment.

In the in and out of this Breath, we meet God and we come to understand that we are indivisible from God, that we are God. God's Breath is our Breath, we are one, and we are loved, and held very close to God's heart, each of us.

Though we go through days of travail, endlessly reaching for the Sun, we also remember that we are in duality and that our sojourn on Earth must be treasured in every way. Some of us will not be coming back.

As we treasure ourselves, so we treasure others, and honor them for their uniqueness and for their own revolution around the sun as they live out their truth and their destiny, in their own way.

It is a beautiful tapestry.

We are a field of wildflowers

4/7/2022

photo by Ruth Renedo

Sometimes, in my morning meditations, Archangel Gabriel comes to visit me. He takes me by the hand and we walk through a field of wildflowers, with Mount Shasta behind them, exactly like this photo. Sometimes we just walk through the flowers and I feel their beauty drifting through my fingers. Sometimes we sit silently together, and I feel his love radiating towards me, as mine radiates towards him.

The moment is beautiful and utterly filled with great peace.

I envision all of us as wildflowers, I certainly see myself as one. I am not a domesticated flower forced to grow in artificial surroundings, perhaps dwarfed in my beauty. I am wild and free, and intend to remain that way.

As spiritual Beings we must be careful not to let our wildness be tamed or our voices truncated, in any way. I sometimes feel that this newly emerging spirituality that we are ascending into faces the danger of (subtly) expecting conformity, like the old style religions used to.

We must remember that without our authentic and true voices, humanity and the Earth weeps. So do our Spirits. We bring our unique voices to the Community as we sing an anthem together. But the community does not have the power to define us.

Memories of Paris

2/10/2022

Pont de Charing Cross, Andre Derain

I lived in Paris for awhile and had a studio apartment in the Bourse or financial district. Right across the street was the Paris Stock Exchange. While some would find it odd to choose this location, I knew exactly what I was doing because, through a series of switchbacks, I was soon at the Louvre and the Musee D'Orsay where this painting by Derain hangs.

I love Paris so much and hope to go back, but only after the nonsense regulations of this time are lifted and I can travel freely into the galleries and the cafes without a mask.

Nothing should be masked when you are in a city of this exquisite beauty.

In my dream of a New World, art always figures predominantly for me. I need to be around the beauty of a well crafted painting, Light, Color and Sound fills me when I am in a beautiful gallery. Like an ancient forest of cedars, this is also my cathedral. These joyful memories inform me and make my Spirit soar, they are part of my DNA now.

It is in this way that I carefully craft and create my own canvas of Life which continues to provide sustenance and deep nurture to my Soul.

2022 is the year of Love and Compassion

1/19/2022

After the last two grueling years I have noticed a calm in the energy, almost as though we have turned a corner into a New Year that has as its signposts both Love and Compassion.

Lord Buddha represents these qualities to me, as does Kwan Yin. In fact, Kwan Yin and Lord Buddha were quite prevalent in my life over the two years that I lived in Thailand. In every forest grotto you would see h0mage paid to Lord Buddha and Kwan Yin, through statues and flowers or through the orange robes of the monks that wound themselves around trees, to protect them.

Sukhothai, as seen in this picture, was a place that I knew quite well, and now all these years later I remember that we arrived as a group in those ancient ruins just as the sun rose. My heart beat quickly as there was no doubt in my mind that I had been here before.

I knew every pathway, every building and every statue.

And I always remember the power of Lord Buddha's smile, that welcoming smile of Love and Compassion that we absolutely need to show ourselves now, and all others.

We are creating our own personal totem of Light

12/12/2021

I remember an opening quote to a book by Morris L. West that I read when I was a child (paraphrase): "And we carve on the walls of our cave the joys and the nightmares of our spiritual experience."

I am reminiscing about my own personal totem, styled as it is in the manner of West Coast First Nations People, whose entire lineage, stories and myths are encoded in the totem which becomes a living breathing document honoring of their tribe, and their people.

My totem is made from rose quartz, my own Lascaux cave, and it contains all of the experiences, the laughter, the tears, the successes and the failures, that make up who I am today. It is a beautiful totem and I polish her every day.

When I think back to a period of my life when I was sad or when things didn't work out the way I thought, then I remember Dr. Masaru Emoto's lessons about how you can change the quality of a crystal through your thoughts. By way of explanation, Dr. Emoto conducted many tests water crystals whereby he breathed love and light into a crystal and it glowed. He then breathed hatred and enmity and the crystal became distorted. So I know that I have the power to back to those moments and days of distortion and offer forgiveness and Light to that moment, and my rose quartz crystal will alter to accommodate this change.

As we are our own creators and as each of us works diligently on our own totems, as we work to eradicate darkness from within us and strive towards the Light, hopefully over time our great sentinels will rise up above the effluvia and the hatred that is now so prevalent upon the Earth. I see all of our crystal totems/sentinels rising up so that if one were to view us from another star system or galaxy then one would marvel at all of the Light upon the Earth, Light that gives everyone hope. Light that is a beacon of transmission between Heaven and Earth.

This is the time of Hope, this is the season of Love and Light. And when we turn away from all unnecessary distractions and turn to polishing our own totems, to painting on the walls of our own personal caves, then perhaps we are giving ourselves the greatest gift of all. One that can be truly shared as a gift of inestimable value.

As one is lifted up, so are all.

While some try to cling to temporal power, many more build their Inner Power

10/7/2021

To all those entities that reach out, as in the old days, to assert their power over others, let me tell you something:

Your time will soon be over.

For many of us, we no longer read the newspapers, the shabby tale of orchestrated news that is foisted onto the world, creating false narratives with complete and total vacuity.

Some of us can no longer vote, because we do not believe in our leaders. We wait for new leaders to emerge. As they will. As they are doing so now.

The news and the hope that many of us have, those who with great bravery and valiant hearts continue to lay the foundation, day by day, of a new world, a better world, a world where all can thrive, is the news that we share as a spiritual/scientific community, regardless of race, gender or religion. As we explore the breathtaking newness of possibility, and leave the old world behind.

Our world is being formed anew and there is no going back to what was.

From the heights of our Divinity we can look at what is happening in the 3D world with detachment as we then turn away and reach out to each other, those whose pillars of Light now shine all over the world, as we, together, bring to fruition the new Divine Plan.

We feel compassion for those who are clinging to the old ways but we know that everyone will come to that place of Divinity within themselves, in their own time.

This is a one way transit and a group Ascension.

What kind of legacy will you leave behind you?

9/16/2021

What kind of legacy are you going to leave behind you? Are you going to leave a trail of Light for others to follow, or will you be leaving an imprint of fear, deprivation and want?

We are powerful intergalactic Beings, and we connect deeply to all other life forms on this planet and beyond.

That is the real news.

Do not follow the shallow, negative news of the establishment that tries to keep you small, huddled and afraid inside a squalid cave of existence.

That is not who you are.

Look up: the Angels are trying to reach us now

9/9/2021

I came out of my office at lunch today and saw an image in the sky that looked very close to this one. Archangel Michael tells us (www.starquestmastery.com) that we need to look up more. The angels are communicating with us and painting wonderful images and shapes in the sky. Do we notice?

He also tells us that the angels have crossed through the astral planes and are now on the Earth, a breath away from each of us. They are available to us more than at any time in human history and that they are real. I can certainly attest to that.

Because we have free will, it is up to each of us as to whether we reach out to them or not. But they are as close as a thought away and they are definitely on stand by to assist us.

And mostly, to love us.